(Haitus) Do not read my blogs!

I’m back, writing again! Got a little push from the book I’m reading, The courage to be disliked. 

I started writing, not caring about what people thought about me. My writing is not grammatically correct, I’m not trained. But I believe, the more one reads (avoid Chetan Bhagat)  and writes, the better one gets at it. 

There came a point where, too many people were reading my blogs and I was asked questions about my religious belief, faith, relationships and the hidden meanings in the blogs. I like to keep my secrets. I like to share some. I’m not an open book even to the closest friends. I keep a lot of secrets of other people too. But all the questioning really made me uncomfortable because along with me, I would be exposing close friends and family.  

There was also too much pressure to sound smart and witty when I wrote something. It stopped being something I really enjoyed! I had this need to be liked. 

Today, I have the balls to be disliked! So dislike me all you want! Ask questions about my blogs and I’ll lie through my teeth.  Let that sink in! Perhaps, this is the most honest thing you’ll hear from me. 

“Let that sink in”

I’m not all that great. Christians would call me a “sinner”. Yes! I’m completely flawed! I’m just a speck of dust trying to live life in my own terms. So, shoo.. move along and worry about your own life. And DO NOT READ MY BLOGs!