2 minute rant!

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Hello strangers reading my blog!

I appreciate that you take 2 minutes of your time from your busy schedule to read all the crap I write. Thank you. I just realized the importance of listening, just someone being there for you, listening quietly without judging is sure a blessing. I’m happy to have done that for some people in my life. 

Though I have close friends who listen intently to me without judging, it’s quite difficult to open up to everyone. There are certain things that I can’t say here. I’m holding back. In fact, I typed out a long rant here, and deleted it, because it didn’t come from a happy place. 

I am holding it all inside my head . I’ll  never share it with anyone ever! 
So, here’s a stupid poem for you to read, by yours truly! 

Words, I was told, could stitch broken hearts,
But our words made us bleed! 
Never meant to be warfare, 
Intended to bring in peace!

If my words are not a blessing, 
I’d rather not say anything at all. 
So, I fade away, another day,
Into my silence. 

This doesn’t mean I’ll stop writing! I’ll riddle your brains soon. 

Thank you. 
Anish  
 

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