Disturbed

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I woke up quite disturbed today, so I decided to go to church. At church I forced myself to sit through the worship but I couldn’t. I felt alone and decided to take a walk before the sermon. I missed my friends but decided to not call anyone. I wanted to deal with this all by myself. I walked to the Karamana river near our property and watched the river flow by and walked back home. 

It’s strange to feel lonely when there are people around, you constantly crave for their company, but, if you are miserable when you are alone you are in bad company. So, excuse me while I kiss the sky. 

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