Ex.

I feel heaviness in my chest,

A quiet storm I cannot rest. 

Her voice still hums in my veins,

A melody of joy and pain. 

I long to call, to bridge that space, 

To hear her breathe, to see her face again. 

But I resist, my heart reluctantly obeys, 

The silence I built, holds its place. 

Who are you to judge my flame? 

To name my love, to play this game? 

It may burn only from one side, 

But, it still burns, in the corner of my heart. 

I ache, even time cannot repair! 

Some truths belong to God as well, 

Truth I’ll never confess to you mortals, 

Who question the authenticity of my morals, 

May you never know the deapths I feel, 

The dreams I guard, the wounds I seal, 

I’ll be the ghost, who never fit where others rest, 

For sure, I’ll NEVER be your Ex.