Anish Nadh’s Blog

A father’s tough love,   Maybe the son didn’t want rescuing, He just wanted some kind words from his father,  His father, the living God,  Chose to be oblivions.  The son realized, he was abandoned!  Why else would he, cry out twice,  Father, father!  Why have you forsaken me?  There’s no record of any response from the father!  So the son decided to pick himself up  And RISE! 

 We get diced sugarcane on instamart. I make sure I stack some up! It’s an amazing summer treat! Brilliant.  I’m continuing to heel walk, and managing classes. I have swelling on my legs. I take breaks between classes to ease the pain. Life goes on! Stay strong! Ting tong. 

 My living room invites a lot of sun in the morning through the windows. I sit there, everyday doing my music assignments, planning lessons and listening to podcasts. Today I got an hour of early morning sun. 

My right leg was numb but today I walked for a little bit using the side of my feet as suggested by the doctor. I could walk with one crutch. I felt my leg coming back to life. There was a blood rush. I will do a lot of strengthening  exercises after I get better.  I also had a full shower no more cover in the shower! I poured warm water on my feet and it felt weird at first. The k wire wound is sealed with a band aid. I also got some early morning sun hitting my feet.  I dreamt last night of me jumping high and landing on my feet! 

 I’m learning to walk again, but I can’t use 80% of my feet. As I heal walk, I am more aware of the things we take for granted. My skin that was hidden for almost 1 and a half month is peeling off. I have 6 more weeks to heal. 

I saw the X-ray. The bone has not healed much as I expected. But doctors were confident and told me that the k-wire can be removed. I was kind of worried a lot about the pain. The doctor also hyped it a lot and said it’s a 2 minute procedure and scared me intentionally. She removed the wire quickly without any anasthetic and I did not feel a thing! Then the opening was cleaned and that’s when it hurt. The wound is right now covers with gauze and plastered. I can wash my legs after a couple of days and I can apply bandaid. I must heel walk for the next 6 weeks. And see the doctor after 3 weeks again. I want my bones to heal and join and be normal again. I pray for all the healing to my bones. 

 I have the gitters! One more day and doctors will examine the X-ray, after which the K wire will be removed. I’m quite worried about the pain it can inflict and I’m worrying about all the things that could go wrong. Fingers crossed for tomorrow.